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A Simple NoteI think you like smearing it like lipstick across my face I think.... yeah you like to hurt me From a corner, Youre back turned to me Refusal to look me in the face, in the eyesA Simple Note
You love that red smudge on my cheek Like the black and blues that faded long ago on my wrist Its like they are still there But this time they ache on across my face Like the slap I begged for as we fucked
You can deny its lipstick But I know damn sure I don't wear any The sickest part of it is, She does.


DiaryDon't yank me from my dreamsDiary
Wounded polyp I will drag my fingertips through your fragile petals
Medicate me Delay my sickness With syrups and pills
I will not be fearful standing still But I guarantee I will cry out if you make me move
All my life This defective core has been so bittersweet This plum has always been bleeding I don't know who I would be if it wasn't
This doesn't mean I will wave a white flag Or collect my thoughts and things so orderly
I have this treasure map Clenched in my fist And if this fall


The Last PartyDid you see me in the crowded room, As you walked into the bar?The Last Party
Your presence gave me a chill So I pulled my shawl over my shoulders
I could taste your breath in the frosty air Like melting snow at midnight
You have no idea how everyone seemed to disappear Once I knew you were there
A sad song started to play
You rustled the snow from your coat Glancing over the sea of festive faces
As soft bits of heaven fell silently outside
It was then I saw you,
Look right through me &nbs


NomoreI've been standing still for so longNomore
Waiting in your doorway Praying for something real to become a lie And I can tell you not much has changed The urgency in my voice was still deaf to your ears And my affection was as much of a sweet ache as it's been since I left
But it's not about you anymore No more picnics of imagery and thoughtfulness No more begging on me knees until they go cherry
You picked me out Like a ripe apple Yet tossed me aside to rot like the rest A bond of devotion crumpled away Like a excessive love lett


LoveLove is nothing, Without a kiss. Love is everything, When you feel like this. Love is precious, When they mean everything to you. Love is painful, When they're not with you. Love is priceless, The true kind can't be bought. Love is life... When it's all you've got.Love
11/24/2003
bleh...tell me how you like it...o.o;


Unstable FableIUnstable Fable
There was a boy we used to know Whose head was filled with straw He dreamed of open fields of wheat But crows were all he saw.
There was a girl we used to know Whose mouth was full of sand She sang words both to sea and shore But neither found new land.
II
There was a man we used to know Whose eyes were full of crows They pecked his seams and stitches til His poems turned to prose.
There was a woman we used to know Whose throat was full of quotes They choked her hymn about the Flood And scuttled her


WithdrawalHere is the riddle of my life - A person less, I am now less than a person Reduced by your absence to this: A paltry collection of quivering insecurities & Malnourished hopes Strung together by denials grim threads & The perpetual chain links of pain Garnished with the bitter glace cherry of My loveWithdrawal
Yes darling, love, I still have the audacity to name it Because it is not dead yet Though you tried to bury it with your shovels of contempt Raked over by a polished grey veneer of indifference You might call it a simple break-up But the word bet